He promises and He delivers

One of my favorite verses to meditate on.

He wanted us to keep speaking to our children’s children about His testimonies. This was our task at His feet. To be able to own all His awesome blessings we had to keep His statutes, commandments, and speak to our children and our children’s children about His testimonies…

40 YEARS circling the desert…

As long as people where obedient and follow him…

💥No scorpions or snakes bit them in the desert.

Jesus confirmed this does not change when you are in relationship with Him… “Behold, I give unto you power to tread on serpents and scorpions, and over all the power of the enemy: and nothing shall by any means hurt you.”
‭‭Luke‬ ‭10:19‬ ‭KJV‬‬

🥖He also promised to give them Mana and quail to feed them daily and He did.

He promised all this with a clause…

Be obedient to be able to hear His voice…

“And said, If thou wilt diligently hearken to the voice of the Lord thy God, and wilt do that which is right in his sight, and wilt give ear to his commandments, and keep all his statutes, I will put none of these diseases upon thee, which I have brought upon the Egyptians: for I am the Lord that healeth thee.” Exodus 15:26 KJV

Jesus Christ the same yesterday, and today, and forever.” (Hebrews 13:8 KJV)

Abba’s promises/blessings are are YES and AMEN… These are all available by asking, knocking, and seeking to all on this side of eternity.

🙌🥰Praise Jesus🎁 🙌 What a gift available to those that keep seeking, asking, and knocking.

Jesus Christ is the WORD, this means the WORD of God is the same yesterday, today, and forever.

“And the Word was made flesh, and dwelt among us, (and we beheld his glory, the glory as of the only begotten of the Father,) full of grace and truth.” John 1:14 KJV

His promises/blessings never change…

“Every good gift and every perfect gift is from above, and cometh down from the Father of lights, with whom is no variableness, neither shadow of turning.” James 1:17 KJV

To live safe and protected in His way, truth, and life we have to meditate on His WORD day and night. (Psalm 1)

The Holy Bible has even WARNING SIGNS on why not to stop reading and believing the Word of God…

“My people are destroyed for lack of knowledge: because thou hast rejected knowledge, I will also reject thee, that thou shalt be no priest to me: seeing thou hast forgotten the law of thy God, I will also forget thy children.” Hosea‬ ‭4:6‬ ‭KJV‬‬

😱I don’t know about you but I want my family safe and protected.🤯

God loves you and so do I…

Please, pray with me today…

Lord allow me to believe and receive the truth of my life being safe and protected in You. Allow me to find that place in You in faith, believing that at all times you are my Jehovah Ropheka whenever my body tries to believe the lies of this fallen world. I want to know that I live in obedience dining with you and in your strong tower raised high above danger (Proverbs 18:10)

I was Derrailing

I have derailed from my work in the Lord and I did not even noticed. I am not willing to write about it and that is exactly why I will write about it. I will be following where the Lord is leading me. This is a new season and it is a choice to remain transparent. Transparency in my life has been a work in progress this year. Learning every day that life is a journey and not a destination. This helps with trusting and resting in God. Sometimes we want to reach certain goals to receive the praises of men. This is so wrong in so many ways! This is the world we have been educated in. Now Abba Father does not want us to be pleasing men, for as it says in His word “if we pleased men we should not be called His servants.”

I am understanding now to work only for Abba and not for men in this season of my life. Sometimes for Abba to set us free from certain mindsets, He takes His time to do so, so that the change will be permanent. At this point I want to rush his teaching and my ability to update and implement it in my life but I understand this is not the way. This is where I am again saying to myself: “life is a journey and not a destination.” Transformation takes time and that is ok. Rushing life’s lessons can just make you miss the most important parts of the lesson. So choosing to keep my calm while I am instructed and Abba brings restoration to my way of thinking.

Abba says to not rely on our own understanding and to acknowledge Him in all our ways so that He can direct our path. This is where I find myself. Telling Abba I can’t do this without you, help me not to ever remain in disobedience. I want to do everything for the Lord and not unto man. So now I am heading back on track by only seeking God’s acceptance and not men’s praises.

Pray with me today…

Abba thank you for your Holy Spirit that is our teacher. Thank you for bringing me back on track by seeking only your acceptance and your praises.

Abba loves you and so do I.

Relationship and homeschooling

Relationship with Jesus is taking a road of friendship and joy. The way I see this is that when you least expected you are hanging out with Abba and don’t even notice it. I can see beyond my self sufficiency. I can see how much I need Abba now. I need Him to breath, I need Him to think, I need Him to work, I need Him to love, I need Him to laugh, and I also need Him to enjoy everyday.

My kids and I notice Him in everything around us now. We can see Him in a moving car. We can see Him in a homeless person. We can see Him in a sunset or a starry night. We are thanking Him for every opportunity we get to admire His creativity. We are understanding that beyond a friendship with Him is chaos and emptiness. We are understanding that letting go of Abba’s hand means to conform to a world that does not know how to love. Abba is love. We need His love and daily dosage of guidance to live.

I am thankful for every step He has turn in my ways through my life to make me start our homeschool process. Sometimes I just don’t know why He would ask this of me. Many times I am so thankful for the opportunity to see my kids flourish into very capable young girls. I get to teach them how to not only study but be part of a team daily to get stuff done.

I am thankful Abba has been transforming my mind for a long time now to be able to see the blessing in the chaos. I can see how at the end of the day He is the one to organize my schedule perfectly and make me feel as a Super mom. I know that I could never do this without my beautiful loving kids. They are the light of our house. They teach me joy daily. I know, I sure need it, hey! Who does not? Thank You Jesus. 💕

If we let go and let God take the reigns, life becomes fun. Even when you could never imagine yourself having the strength or the patience God is the one to do it all. I know that without Abba I am nothing. He is my patience, He is my reminder, He is my counselor, He is my helper, and so much more.

Pray with me, please…

Abba let me seek you every day with all my heart. Transform my ways to your ways.

In Jesus name, Amen.

Worthy is the blood of the lamb

Good Friday should be a day of remembering what our God did for us in Egypt with the blood of a lamb on door posts. How death passed-over all the Israelites homes only killing the first borns of the Egyptians. Just an example of what was to come through the blood of Jesus.

The blood of the lamb was the start of freedom from slavery in Egypt for the Israelites. So many centuries ago and we are still debating about it. We are honored to know that the God of miracles, signs, and wonders has always wanted to let us know, how much He loves His people. God was willing to kill innocent children to let His people GO. A God of justice and righteousness was willing to shed blood for every soul that He would call His people.

To this day I can see this God that seeks my attention and affection every hour of every day. My soul feels the tug to seek Him and praise Him as well. The love that He gives me to remain in overflow can only come from that secret place that I seek with all my heart. My heart is expectant always!

What about yours?

Matthew 7:7 Seek and you will find…

Wisdom

Wisdom and understanding comes through meditating on Jesus (The Word of God). Always ask Holy Spirit to reveal truth, this are things you already know by heart but sometimes we need to review.

Revelation will come to you in your intimacy with the Lord. In your meditation He will offer what you need to contemplate on. With time His word is written in our hearts. God lets us access it. In intimacy with Jesus, who seeks a real relationship not a ritual. Jesus asks for transformation. Transformation means a process that can bruise and hurt… The end result makes it worthwhile, a promise becomes yours. Imagine believing that the blind can see. You will not doubt once if I should pray or not for a blind individual.

“Now may the God of hope fill you with all joy and peace as you believe so that you may overflow with hope by the power of the Holy Spirit.”

‭‭Romans‬ ‭15:13‬ ‭CSB‬‬

“My mouth speaks wisdom; my heart’s meditation brings understanding.”

Psalms 49:3 CSB

“Trust in the Lord with all your heart, and do not rely on your own understanding; in all your ways know him, and he will make your paths straight. Don’t be wise in your own eyes; fear the Lord and turn away from evil. This will be healing for your body and strengthening for your bones.”

Proverbs 3:5-8 CSB

“I have filled him with God’s Spirit, with wisdom, understanding, and ability in every craft to design artistic works in gold, silver, and bronze, to cut gemstones for mounting, and to carve wood for work in every craft. I have also selected Oholiab son of Ahisamach, of the tribe of Dan, to be with him. I have put wisdom in the heart of every skilled artisan in order to make all that I have commanded you: the tent of meeting, the ark of the testimony, the mercy seat that is on top of it, and all the other furnishings of the tent — the table with its utensils, the pure gold lampstand with all its utensils, the altar of incense, the altar of burnt offering with all its utensils, the basin with its stand — the specially woven garments, both the holy garments for the priest Aaron and the garments for his sons to serve as priests, the anointing oil, and the fragrant incense for the sanctuary. They must make them according to all that I have commanded you.””

Exodus 31:3-11 CSB

Seek wisdom, walking in Jesus love for others with all your heart. Everything else will be covered by our Father in heaven. I have lived it. My family is living proof that He is the God of the impossible. 🥰 Believe and you shall receive. 🦋

Please pray with me today…

God I ask for forgiveness of all of my sins, the ones I know and the ones I may not know about, we thank you for everything you do to change the nature in us that does not represent your kingdom purpose. Thank you for always correcting us with your love and understanding. Build us up to your understanding, your ways, your thoughts, in Jesus name . Amen.

Jesus loves you and so do I.

Loved ones

Its a challenge to forget what the world may say or how the world may judge. For me, I don’t really see the challenge because I have met the one I have to submit to every day. Jesus is the way, the truth, and the life.

Most Christians I know can not and will never understand the challenge of pursuing a deep spiritual life surrounded by love ones that can’t see beyond your old life. I am walking in faith and praying each and every day that God gives them eyes to see and ears to hear.

I pray and bless each person and I consider and pray for my family daily. For most of them I know they are waiting for this part of my life to pass. The incredible thing is that this is here to stay. Sometimes when the Spirit moves us into a God appointment you are not thinking about others feelings or needs. Its hard because I still love them and they are a priority but above them comes God.

I hear my friend saying to me how he is waiting for the day he can see me again being the life of the party. I no longer want to party the way the world wants to party. I want to go to God’s “disco” church. Used to have a family member that called Church “God’s disco” to this day I find it funny and yet so true. I want to represent His truth.

His truth in my life today is…

A God life has changed my wants and needs completely. I am so thankful because I can see breakthrough in the life of so many through prayer and a loving message. I am driven to love, that is to love whoever God sets out to inject with His truth daily.

A life full of God is all we need to live complete.

“But seek first the kingdom of God and his righteousness, and all these things will be provided for you.”

‭‭Matthew‬ ‭6:33‬ ‭CSB

Trust…

Trusting is possible.

In my early childhood I remember I trusted the Lord with all my needs. As a child I would ask God to reunite my parents, so they would remain together and not be divorced anymore. I remember that was a daily petition. Always asking my mother when I would get to see them together. She would never answer, or she would never say that it was not possible either. So being such a young child I made up in my mind the idea that one day they would be together again. So, I lived in that fantasy for a couple of years. One day, my father came to get me for a weekend and I found out he had moved and married a very beautiful, tall, blonde woman. I was so hurt and confused at the same time. I was beginning to understand that my dream to have my parents together was over. So, I felt that the two of the most important people in my life had decided to omit the truth. (I am sure they only thought that if they did not talk about it they would avoid any hurt to my heart.) They never explain the divorce was final and that they would never be together again. This is one of the many things that happened throughout my childhood that made trusting people close to impossible. It’s incredible how today I can see how our hearts are linked to the way we will think and feel throughout our lives. God can change and heal us of the way we have been taught to guard our hearts to the point of living emotionally alienated. Proverbs 4: 23 “Above all else, guard your heart, for everything you do flows from it.”

The ability to trust God or people is a process full of challenges. Working daily on our ability to trust the Lord with everything is a challenge. The enemy has been throughout our lives working to achieve that we do not believe in anything or anyone. He has been busy creating strongholds in our minds. This has been a powerful bible verse that I read daily and has been setting me free: 2 Corinthians 10: 3-6 “For though we walk in the flesh, we do not war after the flesh: (For the weapons of our warfare are not carnal, but mighty through God to the pulling down of strong holds;) Casting down imaginations, and every high thing that exalteth itself against the knowledge of God and bringing into captivity every thought to the obedience of Christ; And having in a readiness to revenge all disobedience, when your obedience is fulfilled.” That same enemy also wants us to hate one another. Why? Well the Lord says that the most important thing to follow Him is to love one another. The enemy’s mission in our lives is to convince people to go against God and specially to hate each other. After many traumatic experiences in my life I was one who said that God was a waist of our time. I did believe this after feeling disappointed by many people I loved.

To be a believer is the ability to heal our hearts, forgive others, and live for God. We have to above all else love Him and the people around us with a sincere heart. I can see that everything I need has been provided for. Forgiveness, understanding, and knowledge of the truth has set me free (John 8:32). When I have a worry for a family member I only need to move in prayer using Matthew 7:7 “Ask and it will be given to you; seek and you will find; knock and the door will be opened to you.”and most of the time, I BELIEVE that the Lord will cover that need. Sometimes I have to ask God to help me in my unbelief. Faith is a moment to moment battle. Even the disciples that saw all the mighty wonders Jesus performed constantly worked with their unbelief. It’s our humanity to question all wonderful things that we receive from God above. We just have to learn daily to work to live in the rest of God because is there that you will always see the hand of God in everything. This means that we have to work on our trusting and loving the Lord above all else. I can see how faithful Abba is in everything right now. He has been teaching me to trust Him above all else because as it says in Matthew 6:8 “… for your Father knows what you need before you ask him.” This is an achievement on learning to trust that God has a better plan than mine. God gives us everything we need and makes sure it aligns perfectly with the life He has design for us. God wants us living full of love and courage, so we can share that love and courage daily with others.

 

Please, say this prayer with me today:

 

Jesus thank you for coming into my heart and taking away all unbelief.

Jesus thank you for transforming my mind and aligning it with the blessings you have for me.

Thank you, Lord, for opening my spiritual eyes like you did with Elijah’s servant.

Thank you for letting me see your angel armies.

Thank you Jesus for letting me know that I am loved, by speaking truth to my heart.

 

God bless you with a victorious day.

Jesus loves you and so do I.

Faith 101 for me was…

First comes faith…

I asked God for faith. Storms would reach our lives and I was the one so upset and unhappy with everything. I could always be ready to see the problem and never the solution. My husband always had his mind set on the solution. He never doubted that everything would work out great. Now I can see what he knew in his soul and I did not. In bible study he had learn the promise that everything turns out good for those who love the Lord. I know he had heard that so many times growing up that he never questions that security. On the other hand, I never knew what a bible study was until I met my husband. When I get to see how secure my husband and his family always are regarding outcomes, I wanted in on this faith deal. I worried my whole life about everything. I know now that faith comes by hearing the word of God. I know that God used two situations in my life to reveal faith to my life. My eldest daughter was supposed to be born according to science with down syndrome and incomplete kidneys. So, my church ICDC Metro, my husband, and his family prayed for her with such conviction. Already during pregnancy were declaring her healed and complete each and every time they would see me. I know that all this helped build some kind of hunger for this so-called faith. So, life went on, and my daughter was born with all her 10 fingers, 10 toes, and completely normal. I was amazed, and I was thankful for all who had faith for me. I had prayed but I know the ones that had faith were others in my life. So, my daughter at 2 years of age spoke in sentences and could actually read. When I lived this whole miracle, I was elated. I did not really acknowledge how huge God was in all this until I got to experience faith for myself. I asked my husband and my mother in law to tell me what faith was. They both told me the same answer different days, ask God for faith. Surely enough, I did, I asked God for faith when my daughter was 2 years old. A week later I got my new job and that same day that I was signing my contract with this wonderful company that was going to give me medical insurance from the first day, I went to the doctor after to see some biopsy results and the doctor said that I had Cancer. Wow. So, the same day I got medical insurance, I got cancer. That was just the start of my faith process. I went to my first doctor that I got referred to and I was told that I was to have my face paralyzed for life and they would have to order weights to put into my eyelids, so I would close my eyes at night to be able to sleep. I was just starting to say God was in control and everything was going to be ok and this doctor was telling me about the worst outcome for my surgery. This same doctor had a recent case that went through the same ordeal and he got that result when he operated on that individual. I could see his frustration and he just kept being negative about my outcome while I would say: “but God is in control.” As soon as I got out of this consult I was so beaten in my little faith that this little baby boy comes up to me and I immediately think I won’t be able to smile like this with my kid ever again. So, the secretary sees my eyes are about to start the waterworks of defeat and she says to me these words: “he is a man and he does not have the last word.” I could not believe what I was hearing. I was so moved by her words I never started to despair. So, I once again decided to remember God’s word. Remember this word, I DECIDED, to remain in what little faith I was given through this wonderful woman God used with words of wisdom. I get out of the office and I get 3 calls from my mother, my father, and my mother in law all had a different doctor that I should go see. I explain what I had gone through and they all gave me beautiful words that just kept my faith going in the right direction. I was still feeling a bit empty and insecure, so I went to this Christian Book Store and I knew I needed to get a specific CD that I had heard a beautiful testimony from this man and I also needed to get some kind of book that would teach me about faith. So, I got both. The CD I wanted was not in the store, but the lady had the new one from the same artist. So, I decided to buy that one. As soon as I got in my car and I played this CD I could hear God in my soul speaking to me. This song was telling me to not fear because God was with me, it was also telling me that if I even went through fire I would never get burned, it was telling me that if I was ever feeling alone God would cover me. I felt this peace coming over me and taking over my heart. I felt something I had never felt before, I felt like God was hugging me deep within my chest directly in my heart. Today I can say His Spirit was hugging my soul. It felt so incredible. I cried and cried and cried because it felt so complete and so necessary because it put my mind at ease. I know this was His peace that surpasses all understanding. That same day my new job had decided to make a decision if they could wait for my medical situation a couple of weeks before I could really start. I needed emergency surgery to remove the tumor and I could not wait 6 months for my permanency to come through. So, they called me right after my encounter with God, with their decision. They asked me how I felt. Well at that moment I felt I could conquer the world so that is exactly how I answered. This was the new me, the changed me answering with faith that I knew God was in control that I was not doubting, and I was just confident that everything would turn out ok. So, the company was satisfied with this answer and were willing to wait. So, they were giving me 2 weeks to get my surgery and come back. I had a lot of options to visit different doctors, yet I did not have the time to spare to go doctor shopping as I called it. Well the next day I left my 2-year-old in good hands and went back home to put my head together. While I was at home I searched online for my condition and read some really negative things, so I stopped myself and ask God. I remember my mother in law always telling me, when you pray you have to be specific. That is actually what I did. I opened the yellow pages online and told God to show me the doctor that would do His work on me. I just flipped one page an I saw a very beautiful name and I said: “this is too much coincidence so let just keep going and as soon as I turn the page there it was at the top of that list.” So, trusting a bit I called the number saying to the lady: “maybe you guys know a doctor that deals with this specific cancer.” She quickly answered and told me: “you are calling the specialist in what you have come right away with all the documents.” So, I hung up and called my husband and said to him, that we found the doctor. He did not believe what I was saying so he said this time he would go with me. This was a Friday at 11 am and this is pretty late to visit a doctor. So, my husband was skeptic at this point due to my past experience. My husband on the way to the doctor decides to take my hand and pray. He humbly spoke to God and asked Him to please confirm that this was the doctor to do His job. So as soon as we got there we waited quite a bit. Of the three rooms the doctor had, I got the one with a picture of Jesus guiding the surgeon’s hands in surgery. The doctor had already seen my files in his office before coming in to see me. So as soon as he entered the room he hugged me like if he was my grandfather and told me: “don’t worry I will save your face.” Oh my God this doctor did not know my situation and he spoke to me with love knowing with certainty the words I needed to hear, this was God using him to confirm as my husband had asked in prayer before getting to this doctor’s office. He immediately said he had no space and that he had a full schedule and no space. We were worried, and he left the room and said that he would be back. My husband was so moved about what God was doing that his eyes were watery and red. He was moved, and I was moved by God’s love in that medical office. Doctor came back in and he said to me that he would operate on Monday. This was a Friday. He had said he was full. So, I asked how was this all possible? He said that someone that was getting operated on Monday got sick. God align everything. He gave me a lot of documents to go to do pre-admission at the hospital and said good luck, you need to do all these labs and make sure all is done today. It was 2:30 and the hospital was closing at 3pm so we were really short on time. Thank the Lord the hospital was not that far away. We paid and left for the hospital. I got there at 3pm on the dot so I knew that this could mean no surgery Monday. The lady at the counter looked at me very upset but still took the papers and accepted me for the process. As soon as we started the process just filling out the documents a couple of doctors came from surgery and start commenting how they were converted because they open a lady and all her tumors had disappeared before they even started the surgery. So, they really believed God was with her because the patient had told them, and they did not believe enough to do a sonogram. After this I was taken into another area to take my vitals and blood and the lady started humming the baby’s Christian song I would sing to my kids when I was putting them to bed. She even talks to my husband about her family’s faith without us even asking. After this we wait a long while in the waiting area for the last process to answer quite a few questions with a nurse about our medical history. While waiting I was called by my pastor at the time and I was offered to be baptized on Sunday and I agreed, I said “that I would be honored.” Apparently, my mother in law had called him regarding my circumstances and this made him consider me to be baptized before I had finished my baptism classes. I was honored. I had been reading so much about Jesus and healing that I knew I needed to find out more and if that meant getting baptized I was in. I was experiencing something in faith that I had never lived. I felt that God was with me in every part of my process. For the first time I was feeling His faithfulness. I was understanding what trusting in the almighty God was all about. I was being transformed inside out. I was feeling Him and when I would tell others my testimonies I would know He was there. I knew in my new love for God I had to testify, and I was doing this. In this book that I got I was reading that whole week before I got baptized the promises of healing. The one that got my attention was the woman with the blood disease because I had always bled 20 days or more a month due to certain condition I had. So, when I kept reading this woman touch Jesus cloth and got healed through her faith. I said to God all I need is to touch your cloth and I shall be healed. SO, this happened as soon as I was getting baptized that Sunday morning before my operation on Monday. The baptism was something so radical. I was prayed over by 4 to 6 elders before they sent me to my water baptism. When the elders stopped praying I was already feeling fire in my neck. When the pastor submerged me in the waters I felt my tumor being burned and at the same time I could see Jesus garment and I touched it. I knew at that second, I had been healed. I went through the process of medical treatments and radiation for my family. I know it was God who truly healed me that day. God I am so thankful, and I praise the Lord for his grace in my life. I used to be a person full of hate and emptiness. I am so thankful God has transformed me supernaturally into this loving and caring individual.

I am so thankful that all my medical expenses were covered by my new medical insurance. We had recently bought a house and the medical expenses reached close to 50,000.00 and were all covered by my new medical insurance as a new employee in a company. I know this was all God. I praise the Lord for His love for our family. He covered everything before, during, and after all medical treatments. Our home was safe and our family financially secured.