Different faith

God is having His way with everything in my life. I really can’t even understand. I decided not to ask. All I know is I am here to serve.

Trust and He will wow your world. 🤩

Thank you Jesus.

May God put a new heart and a new spirit in you. 💛

God loves you and so do I.

Righteousness or Justice…

❤️I am thankful for all that prayed for my family. God really is an amazing God. He definitely guided us and instructed us in a way we could have never chosen without living in His unlimited LOVE. ❤️

Our Story, with what we learned this past December.

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According to the dictionary self righteous is define as being convinced of one’s own righteousness especially in contrast with the actions and beliefs of others : narrow-mindedly moralistic.

According to the dictionary to be moralistic is characterized by or expressive of a narrow moral attitude.

Moral is conforming to a standard of right behavior.

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When we seek a true relationship with God our moral code changes. Each and everyday you are transform to assume a way of life equal to the way Jesus lived on earth. God asks us to pray His beautiful prayer “Your kingdom come, your will be done, on earth as it is in heaven.” God expects no less of us. He is giving us His guidelines of how to live with His love on earth as it is in heaven.

In a world where humans in our self righteousness want others to pay for any wrong doing. We seek vengeance but we call it justice. The world through the judicial system has taught us in a way that its ok to seek vengeance. Everything inside us says otherwise. Every time you go to court, it feels so cold and so unnecessary. The human heart its willing to forgive and to be just if we all choose love over our egos. True justice comes from God and his grace. God gave his only son as a sacrifice for every sin we already had done and every other sin we were about to commit. Our sins are not a surprise to God. He keeps seeking you even in your worst moments. He loves you even when you are planning vengeance. He seeks you out every moment you give Him an opportunity to show you His grace and His love. Thinking only over what is true justice. True justice is God’s justice. “Thou shalt love the Lord thy God with all thy heart, and with all thy soul, and with all thy strength, and with all thy mind; and thy neighbour as thyself.” ❤️God is love. The justice He asks of us is considered wrong or unimaginable in this day and age. He said it in His word: the world will call bad, good and the good, bad. In every way I can only say that to truly see with God’s eyes, we have to be willing to die to ourselves. 🙌

😳We all know that the judicial system most of the time takes too long to help or it just does not represent what we are trying to achieve. Then again we keep going back to it hoping for a better result🤦🏽‍♀️. Our daughter was attacked at school recently. A place you hope she will be secure when you leave her each day💔. We wanted justice! God showed us that His justice is LOVE, God decided for us that is wrong to use a system that will break families apart.👨‍👩‍👦‍👦

Today at Church feeling guilty for thinking about our justice “vengeance” because its My Baby 👼🏽getting hurt. God decided to make all the service about Joy. In my anguish he decided to impart my soul with His Joy. God knows I am not perfect and I did wanted Justice. He taught me that my child is His baby first. That my decisions go through Him. God helped me understand that even in the most difficult times when we are making wrong choices He will pursue me with all His Love so I can redirect my steps in the path He wants for our lives. My family and myself are in the perfect Hands of Jesus.

May this help others see with God’s Love!

God bless!

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Victory is persevering in faith.

😇 the Lord promises us to be with us in every storm. You have to trust even if it looks like you’re sinking by lack of faith. 😳 every Christian goes through his highs and lows. We are human. 😮 even god felt thirsty and helplessness in the cross, in the garden, and in the desert.

But he triumph over the world for us to be His again. ❤️💪

Health miracles are promises… (they are all over the Bible) 📖

” Bless, my soul, to Jehovah, and do not forget any of its benefits. It is he who forgives all your wickedness, who heals all of your ailments; he who rescues from the hole your life, who crowns you in favors and mercies; he who quench your mouth so that you rejuvenate like the eagle.”

Psalm 103:2-5 KJV

To receive a miracle we have to let go of the torments of the past that consume us. Inner healing comes first, so we then can see the outer healing. It may be sins that we cannot forgive or forget. They can be memories of past trauma. That is why Jesus on many occasions did not say only: ” and he said: Rise, go; your faith has saved you.”

S. Luke 17:19 KJV

On other occasions it was necessary to heal something deep within your soul and spirit first. Example of what he said:

” what is easier, to say to the paralyzed: YOUR SINS ARE FORGIVEN, or say: get up, take your bed and go?”

S. Mark 2:9 KJV

Jesus gave us the ministry of reconciliation. He wanted us to go into all nations and forgive each others past, sins, and transgressions. When you forgive yourself and start loving free of your mistakes, that is when God can start living in you and acting through you.

The Faith you need to live the miracle. It’s knowing God can do it. To be convinced that it will happen without doubt. To know in your ❤️ that you got it…

” it is therefore faith the certainty of what is expected, the conviction of what is not seen.”

Hebrews 11:1 KJV

Like growing faith? By the word of God. You want to grow the faith of God in terms of healing and miracles, for he seeks in the bible all promises of healing and read them over and over again. All healing and every miracle.

” so faith is for hearing, and hearing, by the word of God.”

Romans 10:17 KJV

If you think with your ❤️, you get the word. And the word of God is what will give us freedom. We will not be captive to the suffering of this terrestrial world if we believe that in the cross, God, he defeated this world for us. The truth states that ” for whose wounds you were healed.”

” and you will know the truth, and the truth will make you free.”

S. John 8:32 KJV (the truth is also the word of God. We have to spend time in the bible 📖 to know true freedom. )

When can you perfect your faith?

Living what you already think God can do. Act and perform the work that God asks to do for others who need it. Your work is to make disciples of all nations.

Just like Jesus?

Preaching only?

Jesus healed without measure peace, love, health…

It’s all about how uncomfortable you want to live for Christ…

” don’t you see that faith acted together with his works, and that faith was perfected by works?”

Santiago 2:22 KJV

Why I chose darkness?

Early in my life, I remember seeing cartoons of healing miracles performed by the Virgin Mary of Fatima through some little kids. I remember telling my mother that I wanted to heal people like those kids. She said to me with such conviction that since I was a good girl I could probably get to see the Virgin Mary at some point and I could get that ability from her. After this information I could only imagine that lady creeping up in my room at night, so I would always go and sneak in my mother’s bedroom because I was sure I was seeing things at night move in my room. This went on most of my formative toddler and middle school years. Being brought up as a “Catholic” I would only visit the church if I stayed for the weekend with my grandparents or on especial events like baptisms or weddings. I do remember my mother praying The Lord’s Prayer with me every night, this was the limited information I got on a relationship with God.

To summarize my “bible study” when I was just a child was:

-Church was visited once in blue moon or especial events. Oh, and when you visit ask God for one thing you really want. (“Like a genie in a bottle.”)

-Virgin Mary can visit kids and she has all the power to heal so she is the one to give it to us kids to perform.

-Pray the Lord’s prayer every night.

-Once a month you would get light a candle to a saint for a prayer request. My mom’s favorite was saint Jude. She would purchase this candle at the supermarket. I did get to do this a few times when I had my own apartment.

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Growing up my grandmother loved to talk about the paranormal activity she experienced in her house due to living right in front of a cemetery when she was growing up. Her mother was a spiritist and she dabbled in the occult. So, the paranormal activity had nothing to do with the cemetery, I am sure of this. This type of conversations just freaked me out even more. I was so afraid of the dark when I was just a small child. I remember having horrible night terrors. The idea of crossing the hallway to my mother’s bedroom got to be torture for years.

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Fast forwarding a few years I went through a couple of bad experiences that no little girl should ever go through and this really change my love for God. Not that I had established a real love for someone I barely knew existed. I knew more about the virgin Mary and paranormal activity than I knew about Jesus. So sad, I know! When these incidents happened, and my family did not listen due to the family name and their status I was really hurt. I understood that God was never with me and I thought by then, that there could not be a God. After all the emotional abandonment and the disregard for my trauma I grew bitter and hated the world more and more by the minute. I decided to turn my world into a party non-stop, so I could anesthetize my pain. I had this really “cool and awesome life” or so that is how I showed all my friends and family but deep down inside hate, depression, sadness, and loneliness were eating me up inside. I needed to take control of my life, so I decided to dabble in the occult. I started with a “Ouija Board” and ended up in “white witchcraft” let me tell you there is no white or black, witchcraft is witchcraft. I decided I would start reading tarot cards and got really good at it.

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At a very young age I decided to have a very deep relationship with this person. As soon as this relationship turned sour I wanted to control it. I did a spell to make us closer. That night after the moonlight, the candles, the time, and the words he calls me and tells me that his car and all that was in it was stolen. I remember crying like a baby. His car was new, and everything cool he owned for entertainment was in it, including a work laptop. I got him into so much trouble. I felt so guilty that I told him what I had done. This just created the unhealthiest relationship ever lived. We were always together because he depended on me to drive him everywhere. He was so upset and unhappy it was depressing to see. This just led us to crash and burn years later after much emotional abuse. To this day I can say that all the years subjected to witchcraft my life was unstable, depressive, and so empty. I could be surrounded by many friends and having “fun” and still feel a void that friends, alcohol, or parties could never fill.

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Years went by and changes came, I got tired of doing the same thing over and over again. God was ready to work with my heart by then. I remember starting to sing a song that was in my mind for a long time when I was alone. I had heard this song at my high school graduation years before I started singing it and it had stuck in my head. The high school graduation was a Catholic mass, so, this was a song of praise to the Lord. I did not know about praise or God being moved in praise. My mind would always go back to that song. So, I kept singing it when alone. Now I see that God was doing it all for me. I did not even know how powerful His praise could be. So, several years in this bad situation I would open my catholic school bible and ask God to lead me to what he wanted to tell me. If he was real? This was 3 different times in 3 different years. The page that would always come up in this old bible, never used, and never marked was:

DEUTERONOMY+18-10-14Deuteronomy 18: 10-14:   “No one among you is to sacrifice his son or daughter in the fire, practice divination, tell fortunes, interpret omens, practice sorcery, cast spells, consult a medium or a spiritist, or inquire of the dead. Everyone who does these acts is detestable to the Lord, and the Lord your God is driving out the nations before you because of these detestable acts. You must be blameless before the Lord your God. Though these nations you are about to drive out listen to fortune-tellers and diviners, the Lord your God has not permitted you to do this.”

The third year, the third time, trust me, I freaked out and I definitely got the message. That same day I decided to trashed thousands of dollars in witchcraft books and collectable tarot cards. I never looked back. I did not start reading the bible right away, but I still was starting to see changes in my life. God, year after year, was working on the life he wanted me to live, not the one I was living. One night after 3 years without a special person in my life, I prayed to God. I decided to scream because I was so angry at him. I told him that deep down inside I had always been a good girl and that it was time, I deserved that good guy that would never let me down. That same night because of a really bad experience with a girl at church my “especial guy” decided to ask God in prayer for a girl that had nothing to do with church. That night I met my husband. We have been together ever since. His family was the one to open the door to know the love of God. I thank God every day for his way to love us even when we don’t know the power of his love in our lives. He keeps seeking us. It’s our wrong attitude and decisions that keep pushing Him away. Choose to put him first by talking to God like if he was sitting next to you. Apologize for whatever wrong you may have done and invite Him into your life. Oh the beauty you can experience at his feet will surpass anything lived up to now.

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Please, pray with me today:

Thank you, God for truth being spoken to our hearts.

Thank you, Jesus for taking away our heart of stone and giving us a new heart of flesh ready to receive a new spirit in us.

Thank you for your wisdom, knowledge, and understanding, revealed each day to our hearts.

Thank you for renewing our strength and our love to bless others and bring love to those who need it.

In Jesus name. Amen.

God loves you and so do I.

Truth to believe.

God says to you today. There is no trial without a way out, keep fighting. It does not matter how many times you fall down I will be with you, for the righteous man falls seven times and rises again. You will rise up stronger than before and above all else acknowledge all the wisdom obtained. Its important to know who you belong to. The God of angel armies that has no limits to help you. God is whispering do not faint because in your weakness I am made strong. Just ask and you shall receive. In the bible it is written 365 times “do not be afraid” one for every day of the year. Get Up!!! Heaven is up for grabs only for the brave. I know you want to reach it, just like me. God bless!

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I forgive you. I prefer healing.

I remember all the things I WANTED TO SAY.  The incredible part of all the things I have written before this one, does not represent the woman God has transformed me into, day in and day out for years. I know the weight of all the words we choose to place in a journal, diary, a piece paper, or even type into a computer screen. I remember burning many journals because I was ashamed when writing about my way of life and my thoughts. For many years I lived in a very dark place. My family did see my wrong actions but never tried to figure out the root of the problem. All were pretty quick to correct me, but never taking any time to really know me. If you get to know your child they will open up to talk to you about anything.  I spend most of my adolescence with suicidal thoughts. No one knew! Not even my best of friends. My closest relatives only smelled the alcohol and knew that I was hanging out at all hours of the night without really having the age for all of it. No one intervene. No one asked how they could help. They were all quick to tell me how wrong and bad my actions were. No one took the time to know me, no one really knew how to reach me and analize what was going on in my mind. The power struggle to make me behave without knowing me was always in action. Please if you are young and going through suicidal thoughts, please talk about it! Please do not hide your feelings! It is always necessary to make your feelings known. If your parents are not willing to be there, talk to God and ask him to guide you to a youth group in a church were you can get friends that will support you and the counseling you may need with a pastor. I did not believe in any of this. Now I can say that it does work.

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I am sure that with the power of love everything would have gone in a very different direction. I can see that love has the ability to cancel all wrongs. The society we live is all about pride. That is the household I lived in. Pride was the most important element present. My mother never could accept her hurts and I could never accept to her how much I needed help. We were tip towing around each other and in silence, just hurting one another.

My house hold for a long time did not know God’s true love and wisdom. I am now sure that when we submit to the Spirit of Truth we will be able to know how to deal with any situation that arises. God the Father, the Son, and the Holy Spirit are to liberate anyone who seeks with a sincere heart. It says as a promise in Psalm 91:14-16 “I will protect him, for he acknowledges my name. He will call on me, and I will answer him; I will be with him in trouble, I will deliver him and honor him. With long life I will satisfy him and show him my salvation.”

Deuteronomy 5:16

Honor your father and your mother, as the LORD your God has commanded you, so that your days may be long and that it may go well with you in the land the LORD your God is giving you.

Ephesians 6:2-3

Honor your father and mother, which is the first commandment with a promise, so that it may go well with you and that you may have a long life in the land.

I know its hard to honor parents when they are not honoring you. Please do not belittle your faith and your love for God by acting in anger towards them. Parents sometimes are so caught up in their own life mistakes and bad decisions they cannot consider your needs. Give them mercy and pray for them non stop. God will bless you in ways you have never been blessed before.

I will live to love no matter the “humiliation” that is basically what Jesus did for all while he was alive and worst of all when he was being humiliated as the scum of the earth. We all know he was clean of sin and the true royalty of heaven on earth. What did we do? What are we capable of? Why can’t we just choose love? The absence of love got him on that cross!

Beloved, let us love one another, for love is from God, and whoever loves has been born of God and knows God.  Anyone who does not love does not know God, because God is love. – 1 John 4:7-8

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Please pray with me today…

Jesus with all my heart I ask for full reveal of truth in the hearts of every member in our household.

Holy Spirit come and make your home inside of each individual in our household. Please convict us of any wrongdoing and maintain us real an accountable with one another.

Than you God for your grace and your love that you pour into our family daily.

In the name of Jesus bless each and every person with your wisdom, understanding, and your knowledge.

Amen.

God loves you and so do I.

Your real 911 emergency contact…

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In 2010 I took my daughter to a Christian’s Book Shop and I asked her to take something she liked for her room. At the time she was about 2 years old. Out of all the beautiful and fun things she could have chosen, she chose a Psalm 91 scroll to place on a wall in her room. At this time, I was going through a cancer diagnostic, I call it “my way to faith process” and I needed all the encouragement I could get. To have my beautiful daughter decide on something so different than what the common child would consider fun or cool, I saw God’s purpose. We started to read this Psalm 91 every night because she would always ask me to read it for her. After a few weeks of reading Psalm 91 daily, I can testify to one of God’s promises in this Psalm 91 about covering us securely under his wings. At the time that this all happened I had no faith, I was starting to learn faith.

Before getting to school one day, my little one had a doctor’s visit and this made her late to school that day. When we arrived at the parking lot where she was to be dropped off. We were the only car there. This parking lot has a small entrance that is also used as the exit. It is approximately 50 feet away from where you drop off the kids. I got out of the car and a beautiful SUV parked blocking the entrance/exit of this parking lot. I was standing in front of my car when this big, very underdressed, scruffy looking man was coming towards us. I did not know if to go, and get my daughter, or if I would have the time to get back in the car and lock it. I knew this man did not have the best intentions. So, I was quite nervous, and God let me burst saying outload that I could listen but no one else could hear the 1stverse of Psalm 91: “The one who lives under the protection of the Most High dwells in the shadow of the Almighty.” As soon as I said these words, the man that was coming straight to us just stopped 10 to 15 feet away from us. God gave me the courage to say (still nervous) with authority “What can I do for you, Sir?” The man looked disoriented and started looking around and then a few moments later asked me: “Do you know this direction?” Everyone knows the direction he asked for. I knew he was not there for directions but still told him quickly to keep going forward that he would find the road he was looking for. Glory be to God this man turned around and left! You would ask: Why? I just know that I can live to testify that Holy Spirit used my mind and mouth to reveal a Bible verse and it protected my beautiful girl and me. My favorite verse says on John 8:32 “and the truth shall set you free.” Psalm 91 is just a little part of the word of God that has been so powerful transforming my whole family’s life.

8 years later one of our leaders taught us about Psalm 91:1 being the true 911 emergency contact for every believer. I had the opportunity to share this testimony with many people and I know it has been a very powerful resource to help change them and revitalize their lives. Don’t ever forget that to connect, you only need, Psalm 91 and say out loud verse 1, and that is how you get 911 “Believer’s emergency contact number.”

 

Please pray with me today:

Jesus we thank you for opening our spiritual eyes and ears to hear you and see that you are with us.

Lord thank you for increasing our faith and our love for one another.

Holy Spirit I thank you for revealing the word we read and make it ours.

In Jesus name. Amen.

 

God loves you and so do I.