Lets BELIEVE to be set FREE

Believe = Received

I live to make Jesus known.

When you intentionally decide daily to walk for the King of kings you are literally choosing a way that is different. When you decide to take your prayer intentionally and say YOUR WILL AND NOT MY WILL BE DONE, expect to be amazed!

“I can just imagine the disciples faces when Jesus set people free, open blind eyes, hugged a leper and cleansed His life inside out, delivered people from suffering, and healed the incurable.”

In my own walk of faith after a baptism of water and fire 11 years ago I have never stopped wanting to experience more and more of Jesus. I can say that my heart healing was in stages and not at all fulfilled in my baptism.

11 years later God decided to heal my mind from trauma suffered in my early twenties falling from a moving golf-cart. I could feel the Lord was completing what He started in my brain a while back.

How did this healing came to be? One night of desperation I was having suicidal thoughts and confessed my thoughts to my husband and God gave him discernment to find a preaching I needed to hear that night. In our desperation because of this horrible spiritual attack on my life we encountered the God of miracles for my own life.

Look at the contrast, God moves when there is real hunger, desire, and need for Him. In my desperation when my husband prayed for me led by the pastor online: I was completely healed and set free from physical trauma to my brain.

Now you are asking, how do you know this?

Years of having problems understanding how to plan, whenever you would ask me to follow directions with big manuals and curriculums that I purchased for my daughters homeschooling, I could not understand. I tried everything to understand and would end up finding other people or even other manuals to understand the curriculum. I would read certain books, especially the Holy Bible, and I could not understand what I was reading.

Oh, BUT GOD! He did it! In one prayer of desperation due to suicidal thoughts I was completely set free from that affliction. I had felt the power of God move in the presence of that pastor’s anointing, during the prayer my brain moved and I knew that something had changed forever.

The next day I tried my brain. The pastor had encouraged the ones healed should challenge their healing by doing things they could not do before. I did! I started reading everything I did not understand before! It WORKED! I was so amazed! How God uses everything for our good. I am so thankful for that spiritual attack in my life. I can think and act differently now.

Praise Jesus! Praise Jesus! Praise Jesus!

Remember that if you decide to believe you also can receive. So if you have ever been through a traumatic accident where your brain might have been compromised or hurt, lets pray for your own miracle!

Father, Jesus, Holy Spirit I come boldly to the throne of grace for the person reading this message. As you did for me, whatever healing this person needs I come asking you to pour out your fire of healing and restoration in Jesus name. Amen.

Thankfulness = Overflow

Angels are praising God all day with music and exalting His name. God loves to be worshiped and He also loves to be admired. To know the character of God and to go deeper in relationship with Him is so necessary. Imagine how beautiful it would be to see legions of angels singing to the Lord.When we worship in church together the feeling of His tangible love, that we get through the Holy Spirit is so overwhelming, can’t wait to see and be part of heavens worship. All in good time.

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Now, as I explain all this, I realized how important being thankful towards God is. When we usually pray, we just ask for things without really thinking how and if it even makes sense asking for whatever we are praying for. After asking, seeking, and knocking on God’s door of blessings, love, miracles, and provisions for years I can definitely say that when we have a promise in The Holy Bible that “God will give us the desires of our hearts,” it really means that He will align our hearts to His purpose for us and then, just then, He will start giving us the desires of our hearts. I have seen people receiving from our father without really aligning with His purpose because that is the Good Good Father that He is. It is awesome to receive good gifts from our Father in heaven. Now when those blessings align with the will of God over our lives it feels like an achievement and not necessary a momentary delight. We should be thankful for knowing that God gave us a promise and He is a God of YES and AMEN and never changes what He has promise. The important thing is we have to seek to find those promises. Seeking means that we have to go deeper reading and studying the word of God. We also have to ask for them without ceasing. There are more than 8,000 promises waiting for us to decide to meditate and believe in them and make them ours for the benefit of our family.

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I remember very far away from me today how I used to think and feel all the time. I was always thinking about the worse outcomes in every life choice. Always expecting to make the worst choices, always thinking I was not good enough, several times it got so bad I wanted life to end, I hated every person I should love, admire and respect. Through this rough time in my life I hurt every person around me. I had been in a self-destructive mindset for years on end. I had been through many traumatic experiences and became an enemy of God from a very young age. Every day, I thought it was God that caused my demise. Now looking back, I see I could have made better life choices for myself, I chose the wrong path, or did I? God always has a purpose for our lives, sometimes we have to go through deserts in order to admire the oasis at the end of that struggle. I am falling more and more in love with my heavenly Father, Abba. I can see how our Father in heaven keeps caring for me and my family. My self-destructive mindset has left me, when the old thoughts try to come back and taunt me, I know that it’s not what represents me today, so I am able to just ignore and go back to my identity in God. When those thought patterns come back, I just say to myself:

  1. I am a child of God. (Ephesians 1:5)
  2. I am seated in heavenly places (thanks to the grace of Jesus Christ). (Ephesians 1:10)
  3. I am coheir with Christ Jesus. (Romans 8:17)
  4. I am redeemed. (Deuteronomy 24:18)
  5. I am loved. (1 John 4:8)
  6. I am blessed to know who my Father is. (John 1:12)
  7. I am the head and not the tail. (Colossians 2:9-10)
  8. I feel complete and no longer empty. (Ephesians 1:23)

I hope this can be of great help to anyone struggling with depression, anxiety, panic attacks, or self-destructive monologues. Remember I used to be there all the time, I just choose love daily in God. I ask Him to change me daily and help me walk in love. This mindset happen after years of seeking His truth for my life, sometimes without even knowing it. God placed key people in my life to help transform my life. Pray and ask to change for the better and He will help you. Understanding who our Father is and what He has done for us is so important to be set free from bondage in our faith, to be able to acknowledge that we can live with the mentality of reigning in peace “on earth as it is in heaven.” (Matthew 6)

I can see and feel a daily transformation taking place deep within me that changes the way my family operates. This is a change that it’s a daily choice to choose love over everything else that comes to mind. I will my desires to do what God has placed in my heart and my thoughts. I know now that my thoughts are not His thoughts and my ways are not His ways. So, I now know that most of my radical ideas are all him. He now places thoughts of love for others around me and I send them messages or go visit them. This is how our walk eventually should be at Jesus’ feet, to bless one another, love one another as He ask us to do. Now the key to do exactly how our Father in heaven has instructed starts from living from thanksgiving perspective. How do we live from a thanksgiving perspective? Well we start saying thank you to the Lord for everything we have received from Him and everything He has done for us from the beginning of time to make us part of this time and space. This thanksgiving should be part of our daily lives at all times. His freedom, His grace, His Holy Spirit, His love is all for the praise of his glory. The key to live in His overflow of love and faith is to thank Him at all times every single day.

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Therefore accept one another, just as Christ also accepted you, to the glory of God. (Romans 15:7)

But you are a chosen race, a royal priesthood, a holy nation, a people for his possession, so that you may proclaim the praises, of the one who called you out of darkness into his marvelous light. (1Peter 2:9)

Please pray with me today,

God we boldly come to the throne of your grace for assistance in our thoughts and behavior. Please lord help us to quiet any self-destructive thoughts that do not represent your love for us. Lord cancel every thought with truth spoked deep within our hearts understanding. May the love of Jesus overwhelm our minds, body, and spirit today. In Jesus name. Amen.

God loves you and so do I.

Choose love daily, trust the Lord and do not rely on your own understanding. (Proverbs) God has a better way than our ways. He opens doors that no man can shut, yet he also closes doors that no man can open. We have to just trust that His ways are way better than ours. Our mind is so small compared to His.  (Isaiah) Trust in God, have faith.

Faith on steroids…

My faith was not made in the church(building) or people. My faith was established in relationship with God/Holy Spirit/Jesus. I am not a Pastor or a Theologian. I have been set Free from so many things. Depression, anxiety, insecurities, hatred, emptiness, suicidal thoughts, and to this day I am still being set free of so many more to be able to walk in His divine promises and the Fruits of His spirit. I understand the daily fight to crucify the Flesh and all earthly desires to be transformed in our minds. In my quest to understand God’s healings and blessings I have studied scripture and prayed for so long I know this to be the truth as it says in John 8:32 “the truth shall set you free.” I have lived in His faith for more than ten years now. This has been a rollercoaster ride. I had my ups and downs learning. I am just starting, I know this to be true because His wisdom surpasses all “earthly” understanding. 

His promises NEVER CHANGE…

In this bible verse is talking about Jesus in the cross. “In fact, it was our diseases he bore, our pains from which he suffered; yet we regarded him as punished, stricken and afflicted by God. But he was wounded because of our crimes, crushed because of our sins; the disciplining that makes us whole fell on him, and by his bruises* we are healed. We all, like sheep, went astray; we turned, each one, to his own way; yet ADONAI laid on him the guilt of all of us.”

Yesha ‘yahu (Isa) 53:4-6 CJB

He paid the price so all of us who decide to believe be completely free of affliction. There is NO BIBLICAL proof that Paul suffered sickness after He was healed. Its inferred. Yes He did have the affliction of the flesh and earthly desires that he had to take to the cross every single day and crucify those. I believe that his afflictions could be his own guilt for all the lives he killed in the name of “religion” before knowing the love of Jesus. By crucifying his flesh, he had to forgive himself daily from any accusation his guilt would bring up. We are all asked to do the same in our Father’s perfect prayer. Forgive our sin so we may forgive others, lead us not into temptation.

Moses lived His promises up to old age: it says with No illness and the strength of a young man. So what is between us and our promises of healing and living in divine health? Our own beliefs. My kindergartener at some point kept saying a prayer she had learned in school before dinner that ended with: “believe and you shall receive.” I asked her why? She said because her teacher taught her thats the way to pray. To this day I bless that God fearing lady because through her prayer I learned that faith was that simple. Thanks to her knowledge I believed and I received many miracles. I believed and I have lived in His divine health. I am proud to say that I am a cancer survivor since 2010 thanks to His divine intervention. 

I had a real conversation will ABBA after the hurricane Maria and I said to him: If you gave Mana to the Israelites in the desert and they never went hungry or got sick ¡You Can Do this For my Family! (My kids used to suffer from so many allergies I was at some point afraid they would have to visit those death infected Hospitals). I claimed to Jesus and asked Him to intercede for us. To ABBA I ask daily that we as a family may walk out in His perfect promises without doubt. We have been seeing it. We have been living it. My 5 year old used to be on pulmonary steroids all the time. She is no longer since September 2017 when my faith went on steroids in Hurricane Maria disaster, experienced in our precious island of Puerto Rico*. My eldest used to be on antiallergic meds every day, now she is not since September 2017. “If I believe I receive.” Never letting comments and doubts enter my mind. If I see an illness coming on, I have learn to rebuked it in Jesus name. There is Power in the name of Jesus. If I have received a comment of any illness that can’t be “healed or escaped” I have rebuked it in Jesus name. 

If I see an illness coming on I have rebuked it in The Name of Jesus, because I have seen God working in every area of our lives. I also continue reading all God’s healing promises writen in the bible. This way I grow in my belief of Jesus supernatural ability to heal the sick. I am one to give thanks to God every day.  It does not matter how tired I am, I go get on my knees and give thanks to ABBA on His special time. Sometimes He wakes me up and I start covering everyone he sets out to bless, in Prayer. 

Please pray with me today:

Lord, thank you for opening our spiritual eyes and ears to know You are with us at all times.

Lord thank you for giving me a new day to praise You.

Lord thank you for your divine provision.

Lord thank you for believing in your miracles today.

Lord thank you for making me a fascilitator for your love, peace, truth, and wonders.

Thank you Jesus that more people will open up their bibles today so they get to testify to God’s healing promises.

In Jesus name. Amen.

 

God loves you, and so do I.

 

*(Yes, Puerto Rico is a US Territory and Puertoricans are american citizens.)